Apparently my therapist went to a seminar last week and wants to start a new type of therapy with me called IRRT.

This is what little I could find about it on the internet:

Healing Childhood Sexual Abuse
Memories with Imagery Rescripting
and Reprocessing Therapy (IRRT)

Memories are often encoded as images
and sensations inaccessible via language
alone. Learn how to use a powerful
imagery-based/experiential treatment
to help clients address unresolved
memories. Dr. Smucker demonstrates
a method combining imaginal reliving,
mastery imagery, and self-nurturing
imagery with cognitive processing to
promote healing.

Mervin R. Smucker, PhD


Everything I’ve found online is directed toward professionals looking to learn this new technique and not toward patients/clients describing what one can expect during this treatment.

My therapist said that we would need 2 hours together. I already see her an hour per week so our first 2 hour session is scheduled for the 9th of October from 11AM - 1PM. I’m thinking I may need to skip group that day to process the session more fully. She told me that its based on visualizing less stressing traumas and working my way to perhaps the worst of them slowly. She’ll talk me through the visualizing and such and its two hours long to make sure that she can get me stable before the end of the two hours.

She said that it will be more complicated because of the DID and that we have to make sure that I don’t have any sever dissociative episodes where I end up blacked out for a whole day or anything of that nature. I agreed to work with her. Anything is worth trying. I’ll be her first, or one of her first clients to work on this technique with since her class or whatever she took this past Thursday. So we’ll sort of be working together which I’m more than willing to do. I’m her first case of DID and probably her last seeing that its rare and what not — not easily detected due to the lack of education in the field of psychiatry and psychology.

But anyway…has anyone ever heard of or had any experience with this technique? I haven’t heard of it until today so now I’m curious. I know that EMDR has been good for some and horrendous for others. So I’m a bit apprehensive and still excited at the same time I suppose.

But my attitude is that anything is worth trying once. The mind is the last frontier in terms of the medical research, so trying anything new seems reasonable to me. Researchers know so little and 100 years ago they were digging holes into peoples skulls for christ’s sake. Furthermore, the field of Dissociation doesn’t go back much further on a serious level than 20 - 15 years ago as far as honest scientific research is concerned.

Anyway, wish me luck.

Hope Sent,

~ Ani